chase.

Evan didnt seem too pleased with my new schedule.

Especially since i was laughing over the fact that i capsized 4 times on the K-1 today and that on the 3rd time my shoulder and leg cramped up when i capsized.

Yea.. I was stretching in the water and all. Haha.

Oh well.

He thinks i'm trying too hard. Pushing too much.

I just dont want to think about it.

I seriously wonder: Why am i packing so much things into my life.

The crazy pace i'm going wears me off so fast.

Every night sleeping with a constant fear of not being able to catch up one day.


I miss Evan's nagging.

I wish we had some time to sit down and just listen to each other again.